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Travel AbroadLive in sin, Have no regrets, Subject yourself for approval, Make your time
Be confident and know, It may not assist, Still walking alone, In your own nightmare
Hear the unpleasant diminished chords from the background, I find beauty in the most horrifying things, And pain in the lovliest
Lucky for you, You'll disappear, Living your life, Leaving mine corrupted
I shouldn't have given in, I really want a time machine. Travel Abroad
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Keep It EndlessYou start each day wondering, How you made it through the night, You go to sleep questioning, When will it all be alright
You're running out of smiles, That fool the world so easily, You just want to break down, But the pressure is just too much
Your loved ones love you so dearly, Please don't leave them behind, You don't have to do this, Just please give it time
I don't like to see you in so much pain, It saddens me to think you won't ever be the same, I wish you the best in hope things will get better, I wish I could help you but I Keep It Endless
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Child's PlayI want off of this merry-go-round, Once and for all, Pick your direction, Before you tear it all down
This carnival has lost its flare, The flame is losing its spark, Speak up before it's too late, If you can even speak at all
The swing's chains are rusted, Be careful not to fall, Don't take me down with you, Let it go easily
You're no different than the rest, Stay out of the deep end, Otherwise you just might drown, In your own self pity
Just act your age for once Open your eyes so you can see What is right Child's Play
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TangledSociety deems it wrong, This can't be right, I shouldn't give into this
Maybe I'm overthinking it, It tends to be my fatal flaw, Should I tough it out and be condemned? I know the answer, But its easier said than done.
I'm trapped in this world, Where its looked down upon, Take one side or the other, Your choice to back away from me
I'll live in denial, Pretend to be something I'm not, Just to make everyone happy, Well...almost everyone Tangled
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Three WeeksI would rather you not eat glass, The stain on your lips, So unnattractive, The stain on your veins
This isn't who you are, This isn't how it's supposed to be, But it's not so hard as you say it is, But it's harder than I'd know
What I know, He's always there, This will pass, He will not, Your head will clear, Your heart will mend
Do not let go, I have faith in you, Just as you should have faith in Him Three Weeks
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Lose Control

Tue Mar 2, 2010, 12:59 PM

So much is happening:
I have to compose a piece for my music theory project.
I have to write a long essay over a book I have yet to finish (I am reading it)
I'm behind in work
So many rehearsals and performances
Attempting to wear contacts, trying again on Wednesday afternoon.
Losing contact with so many friends cause all I do is stay at home all the time

Argh...

None of this is fun. and during spring break while everyone is having a great time I'll be at the school catching up and trying to get ahead so I won't have to worry about it all so much for the rest of the semester.

and I also found out I just might possibly have addiction....yay! life is peachy.

Off to attempt a test!

Not in the best mood...I have a splitting headache and needed a place to vent.

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Mood: Irritated
Listening to: People
Reading: The Hobbit

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Current Residence: Here and There
Interests: music, writing, art,reading,anime, videogames
Favourite movie: anything Tim Burton
Favourite band or musician: it vaires
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite artist: really I like alot of my friends' artwork pieces^_^
Favourite poet or writer: my friends. they are all so talented *tear*^_^
Favourite style of art: it varies
Operating System: Playstation
MP3 player of choice: one that works
Wallpaper of choice: nothing flowery
Favourite game: its between Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy
Favourite gaming platform: Playstation
Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha
Personal Quote: "You'll face the wrath of the superior blue candycane and it's furby minions"
Tools of the Trade: Pencil, ink, paint,Photoshop, Camera

Email: monochromeXmusician@live.com

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~Yin-YangShadowDragon Jun 6, 2009, 4:04:56 PM

Thanks!

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~scrufidog Jan 17, 2009, 12:18:04 AM

Thanks for the watch!

~thexnotxsoxemoxkid Jan 14, 2009, 4:16:34 PM

Thanks for the watch!

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"I have said these things to you, that in Me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble, but take heart, for I have overcome this world." John 16:33

=Holly6669666 Sep 16, 2008, 3:51:00 PM

thank you for watching me

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=Holly6669666 Sep 11, 2008, 2:33:10 PM

thanks for the fav

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~Roxas-Nobody-XIII Aug 10, 2008, 1:19:35 PM

I reall like your writings. ^_^ keep it up.

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_{And alien tears will fill for him
Pity's long-broken urn,
For his mourners will be outcast men,
And outcasts always mourn. The Ballad of Reading Gaol, Oscar Wilde}

~blackwingedangel09 Aug 10, 2008, 1:24:12 PM

Thanks alot ^_^

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*Keep Your Feet On The Ground When You're Head's In The Clouds*

~Roxas-Nobody-XIII Aug 10, 2008, 1:26:22 PM

no problem. i like to see writers on here. it's good to know more and more people are becoming great at poetry and things. with all the artists on here and all, i breaks my heart to know some people hate reading/writing.

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_{And alien tears will fill for him
Pity's long-broken urn,
For his mourners will be outcast men,
And outcasts always mourn. The Ballad of Reading Gaol, Oscar Wilde}

~blackwingedangel09 Aug 10, 2008, 1:31:04 PM

yeah. I agree. I'm an artist myself but I usually find some way to tie my poetry into my artwork so it's pretty cool. So I don't know...I like to combine things alot I guess.hah hah. And the majority of my friends hate reading/writing and I don't get that..and probably never will. But hey their loss. lol

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*Keep Your Feet On The Ground When You're Head's In The Clouds*

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